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35. whyA girl roamed the streets alone, watching the families, watching there happiness bloom. She stopped behind a familiar building and slumped by the door. "hello? It's me, Maria, I've come to get my dinner for the week."
A round man stepped out the back door with a small plate of food. "This was all I could get for you, sorry, but leave your plate on the step as always." With that her went back inside, quietly closing the door behind him.
Maria sat eating her small plate of food slowly, savouring the taste of real food. She knew that this was all she would get for the week. The rest of her meals would consist of whatever she could find, if she was lucky she'd find a half eaten candy bar, if she wasn't...well, she shook the thought out of her mind. As she ate, she thought of the family she saw, mother and father, brother and sister; the family she had...once. Why did her sister have to go to jail? Why did her dad beat her mom to death in a drunken rage? THEN why did dad run off? Of course,
When are you realy alone?When are you really alone?
When you feel like no one really cares- scratch that,
When you KNOW no one cares.
When the people you cared for share their rel feelings and really hate you,
They always hated you.
When you fall to self injury as your only way to find peace,
That the only one who cares for you is you,
And even then, no one cares.
When all you want to do is hide and cry,
When your only friend is a sharpened knife, always ready whenever you need it.
That is when you are alone,
Then you need to find your light.
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